Those who have known me over the years , would know me as a very short tempered person... Never used to think about consequences but when adversities strike me , my only motive would be to finish it once and for all... But for the past five years , I have been practicing to control my temper and also learning to forgive people...
How long can a person take on false accusations , back stabbings , filthy abuse... I believe the line breaks when it comes to a stage when the lives of your loved ones are in threat... For over 2 years I have been taking in the absolute nonsense of a third rated neighbor and each time I used to tell my self and pray for his forgiveness and for his early realization if his mistakes...
Home is heaven on earth for everyone... Imagine when you would have to wake up to worst of worst tamil filthy words... A stage where you should be the only one who should adjust , bowing down to a criminal only because he has man power and some political powers... Is this the life one would be thriving and slogging day after day for...
Talk about police and legal actions... When the cops come for investigations , they see the truth and talk in favor of us , but at the police station when this scum bag whispers in their ears for a few seconds... we become the accused... I now realize , middle class life is the worst and most cursed of all life segments on this earth...
To survive today , its not enough to have a hefty bank balance... you need political influence and also the police to favor you... Its a scene where justice can be bought , a tyranny where law keepers succumb to such malignant pressures... There is no point in having a major media to back you either... Finally it all scales down to how many politicians and goondas you have in your pocket...
It was a disgusting scene to get down to the range of physical attacks when I lost control... How much more can one take especially when you hear typical third rated abuses from a mouth that is totally unworthy of its purpose... Even worse when its your family that is the target... Beating up a person and winning sure makes one proud... But when you see the typical society life style of people just standing and watching the scene , makes u feel totally disgusting...
Its such events in life that makes one forget all values and principles in life and end up paying up a heavy damage...
Dear all ... life is never ever sweet as we see... even if we refrain from evil , it always follows us as a shadow , and it preys on us at a totally unexpected moment... At that moment , one will realize how worthless , how weak , how insecure we are... Cautious is a weak word and it very well might be ignored in our lives... Many of us may have lived an unworthy life... but when you die... dont you think you died for some worthy cause... if a common mans life is not even worth that... I have no more words to say...
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