Misquotes...

Almost every person termed successful has left behind trails of quotes... These quotes had immense value when used by right people at the right time... Now a days , I consider these quotes even frailer than the cheap punch dialogues used in tamil movies... Those who cannot complete a conversation without making a sing quote , need to reason as to why they actually do so. I feel its their insecurity in not being able to convince the listener with one's own articulation. Its even more a clearer depiction of one's weakness. The greatest gift that creation has ever bestowed upon the human race is the ability to converse with words in order for each other to understand vividly rather than other species who have common signals of sound for various necessity. We all talk day in and out , but have we ever reasoned as to what we talk and why we talk. Are we really communicating or are we just spilling out words that accumulate in our tummies rather than our senses of reasoning. No matter if you are a man or a woman , while you converse , keep in mind you are responsible for what you say , which means you are in command ... and if u r in command , u need to feel like a king , or even God ... Then why would you need someone else quotes , that were written for some other purpose at some other world of time... even if the quote matches your situation , why use what was already used and discarded many times... If you keep quoting , your listeners are going to start predicting every single sentence you talk to them... which in turn makes you a very boring person in the lot. It is that pinch of surprise , what is it that you are going to fill in next , that unknown articulation that keeps your listeners glued to you ... You needn't be a scientist , an orator or an author to make yourself a good pal amongst your friends. You needn't even be interesting. Your mere silence as a listener would be most appreciated than quoting others and having nothing out of yourself. My policy , Be genuine , be yourself , speak your mind (at the right time) , make others enjoy your presence , do not bug them with something they already know... no one is going to pay you for promoting their quotes... Be natural , be what you were born of and grew into...

Oh Fool !

Would there be any person who has not even a single soul to rely upon... One that lived a life hence would be a criminal or someone who has done something the world detests , but even Hitler has fans... I am shocked at this trivia in my life... I am losing day after day... My professional life is down the drain , my marriage is in the gutters and my last solace was family and friends , now even that has hit the shit hole... Looking back and trying to reason as to why such things are happening , i am forced to conclude that I am responsible for my own actions and that's why i am screwed up as of now... accepting that fact i have mistakes in life was easy for me , but what are the mistakes... I am still drilling my brain to single out souls whom i may have hurt but it sublimes to an extent that i can number each person that i have hurt is out of revenge... why would i avenge unless someone hurts me... i really doubt if there are relations that are meant to go with u to the grave , i am in total doubt about the basic policies this world was bound with... or , am i in the wrong place... now thats one question that pushed me back to my birth... the very fact that my life is totally empty today makes me wonder if i was destined to be born or was it some stupid sprinting sperm that caught the egg... a fact that i dont have any of the qualities from my folks... a fact that i am a rebel in most issues... but then i have had my times of glory when folks really wanted my help or atleast my presence... was it all a hoax... or am i dreaming like the matrix... is it a fuckin plug that keeps creeping up thoughts in my head... are all the praises that my colleagues gave me just an eye wash... i am so confused that i am questioning myself , did i jus fall for vanity... is life telling me that almost all souls that i ve come across are a fake... i am not a fool enough to ignore my own mistakes and push it onto someone's head... i always love to take up my goof ups , clear the air and continue in harmony... but even then , y am i in solitude... i just realized that , i was that simple little word in english , which defines the absolute failure in every day life... "A Fool"... why dint i think was always replaced by why should i think... it was this simple question over question that has brought me to a state where in i thought i was a masterpiece but in reality just a piece of shit... even the thought of trying to be sly makes me go mad , i prefer to be an old school with basic values that were built into me by forces called teachers , parents , friends and others... I prefer to whine about my own disaster out of honesty rather than filthy another persons already filthy life and wait for its consequences for which i was never destined to whine...i can always recollect pieces of my life where in i could atleast make so many people laugh out... so which is better atleast , i am just a fool ... not a cheat , not a murderer , not a womanizer , not a fraud and above all not a bastard... so my life is just goin to be a bag of bones story , with nothing interesting at all , but i am supposed to live it and i will till time permits...