confusion...

i tot i would be writin about one of my ex gf's... but there was another thing that has been haunting me for quite a long time....

parental care... parental affection... parental guidance...

all of us oppose the moral police n other activists... of course we have our own reason... n yes even am against them...

who would be our best guide in this material world... some one who has already been thru it... thats my belief... but when it comes to parental guidance... there is one space of mis understanding... the age difference... what we call the generation gap... tho it is somethin that people take lightly... it has its own adverse affect on life...

there r parents who r lost in their on world... havin kids jus for the heck of it... there r others who strive to have kids n take care of them till their last breath... n there is another sect... yeah we r married n we need kids... but more on the positive note... they want to give the best to their kids but cant... do u realize what that means... no parent would ever promise somethin to kids what they cant... coz that will shatter their relation... thats for those who realise what they r doin...

but the sect that i am talkin about is... they r capable but not immediately... they have to plan... or may be even go in for loans...

parental compulsion n care varies in very many a way... u a girl... u know what heppens the day u attain puberty... u a aguy ... then u know what happens the first time u get caught drunk...

loads .... loads n loads... this is a category i am talkin about which has emotions that no author nor a poet can express in a few lines... each dad n mum r different... each child is different...

lets look at the child part of it...

a child is born new... n learns everythin by watchin... hearin n so on... n there is a stage when the kid decides i should do this... which is the time that parents have a vital role to decide somethin for their offspring.... many couples defy this sayin "no my son is like this" my son should be like this" etc etc ... gone r the days when parents could determine their kids future...

the world has grown at such a pace that we ve lost track to even pay our love towards our loved ones...

now a days youngsters have gone such far that even the pre marital sex rate has gone to an age limit of 15 to 16.5...

no one can stop them... today children have developed one good quality... realize what they r living for... what the opposite sex means... what money is n so on... i was surprised to see a kid bargaining with a fruit merchant for 2 rupees... n am surprised that a cousin of mine had his first sex encounter when he was 12...

what does all this count to... who can rectify all this... not the government... not the society... not the moral police... but its within a family...

there r kids that i know personally who wanted to do some major studies but have compromised themselves only coz they dint want to disturb their family... i even have seen where siblings were distinguished...

i know its absurd for me to tell parents to do something... but i ve always been regarded as a person who is young but has the maturity n thoughts of a real man...

parents... y dont u speak n sort out things with ur children... if u feel ur kid is goin the wrong way... all u need to do is talk to him outright... y hide... this generation is somethin like even 7th standard kids know what a strawberry flavored condom is... but he doesnt know why the condom is used...

i dont know ... this is such an elaborate topic... i have lots n lots more write...

i have finally declared my self as an addict... i drink every day.... 3 pegs... i smoke everyday 10 cigarettes... but i dont do it coz i ve to do it...

i know i am not an addict.. but i do it for one thing... i am ready to compromise with cancer but not with my parents...

i ve never had any appreciation for anythin i ve done in life... but i always saw to it that my parents were never disturbed... they dont even realize the worth of my blog with over a 150 people viewing n talkin to me about it... but still i am their son n am always proud of it...

not all kids can compromise like me... n thats what worries me a lot... coz thats when they turn extremists... n thats not what the Indian culture is about...

i really wish i could do somethin more... for now i will post this entry... but am sure i will continue more on this...