If Only

These damned years ,
Moments precisely shrouded ,
Faintest clues evaded ,
Glories just a sham ,
If Only...

Those elusive sights,
Sounds that deafened,
Steps a failure,
Passions a fancy,
If Only...

Heavenly blood failed,
Human blood failed,
Devil's blood failed,
Divinity Failed,
If Only...

Talents never prevailed,
Devils wand ruled,
Foes most appealed,
Thoughts shunned,
If Only , I was a MAN.