Those who have known me over the years , would know me as a very short tempered person... Never used to think about consequences but when adversities strike me , my only motive would be to finish it once and for all... But for the past five years , I have been practicing to control my temper and also learning to forgive people...
How long can a person take on false accusations , back stabbings , filthy abuse... I believe the line breaks when it comes to a stage when the lives of your loved ones are in threat... For over 2 years I have been taking in the absolute nonsense of a third rated neighbor and each time I used to tell my self and pray for his forgiveness and for his early realization if his mistakes...
Home is heaven on earth for everyone... Imagine when you would have to wake up to worst of worst tamil filthy words... A stage where you should be the only one who should adjust , bowing down to a criminal only because he has man power and some political powers... Is this the life one would be thriving and slogging day after day for...
Talk about police and legal actions... When the cops come for investigations , they see the truth and talk in favor of us , but at the police station when this scum bag whispers in their ears for a few seconds... we become the accused... I now realize , middle class life is the worst and most cursed of all life segments on this earth...
To survive today , its not enough to have a hefty bank balance... you need political influence and also the police to favor you... Its a scene where justice can be bought , a tyranny where law keepers succumb to such malignant pressures... There is no point in having a major media to back you either... Finally it all scales down to how many politicians and goondas you have in your pocket...
It was a disgusting scene to get down to the range of physical attacks when I lost control... How much more can one take especially when you hear typical third rated abuses from a mouth that is totally unworthy of its purpose... Even worse when its your family that is the target... Beating up a person and winning sure makes one proud... But when you see the typical society life style of people just standing and watching the scene , makes u feel totally disgusting...
Its such events in life that makes one forget all values and principles in life and end up paying up a heavy damage...
Dear all ... life is never ever sweet as we see... even if we refrain from evil , it always follows us as a shadow , and it preys on us at a totally unexpected moment... At that moment , one will realize how worthless , how weak , how insecure we are... Cautious is a weak word and it very well might be ignored in our lives... Many of us may have lived an unworthy life... but when you die... dont you think you died for some worthy cause... if a common mans life is not even worth that... I have no more words to say...
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
ask and it shall be given unto u
for those in faith...
we all know that , all we need to do is ask our Maker and he shall provide us. Very often we are let down... and the only satisfying answer we ever sought is... "not worthy of it"... but man has this deliberate mind which satisfies with some equivalent blessing which actually is a trillion worthwhile than what we ask for , but not even close to what we coveted for...
Christianity says nothing but , pray for anything and everything , at anytime ... all u need to do is ask... well while asking for yourself , conditions do apply , but there is one leverage when praying for someone else , despite the conditions , there is a free entry level gift for all... peace of mind...
forget religion... try it once... shut ur thoughts for a moment , and think well about others... think in the depths of your heart ... you would notice a never experienced calm in your mind... a feeling which defines ecstasy... a point at which ur entire body feels weightless... a point at which u realize , ur self existence alone is nothing but a co existence is every mans purpose and right in this world...
true , we may doubt our desirable wanting during our prayers , but its always a truth and belief , when we do or think good for someone it happens and we have been witness many times , especially our enemies... but imagine if you are in a critical situation , a situation with another individual who faces a situation which forces u to want to see them in a better position ... a position despite the problem haunting them... and u r forced with or without ur consent to pray for them... and u get an insight as a solution to their problem... what would u do... would u just say it out... or would u subdue your self to your doubts...
we have made our minds so complex enough that we can never determine anything for ourselves... nor can we even decide something for the help less... we have pushed ourselves away ... far away from the divine powers that we have no clue if what we do is even what we are meant to do...
some people even fear that if we pray good for others , the good within us leave... no one can even measure the good or evil in anyone... look into every day of each ones life , you would notice one thing... the more u attribute urself to others welfare , the very first symptom u notice is the peace , the real meaning of peace is filled in our hearts... you may even be able to throw away all further adversities , coz u did something good for someone...
its always better to do something good for others than to perish away stuffing stress onto ones own life...
we all know that , all we need to do is ask our Maker and he shall provide us. Very often we are let down... and the only satisfying answer we ever sought is... "not worthy of it"... but man has this deliberate mind which satisfies with some equivalent blessing which actually is a trillion worthwhile than what we ask for , but not even close to what we coveted for...
Christianity says nothing but , pray for anything and everything , at anytime ... all u need to do is ask... well while asking for yourself , conditions do apply , but there is one leverage when praying for someone else , despite the conditions , there is a free entry level gift for all... peace of mind...
forget religion... try it once... shut ur thoughts for a moment , and think well about others... think in the depths of your heart ... you would notice a never experienced calm in your mind... a feeling which defines ecstasy... a point at which ur entire body feels weightless... a point at which u realize , ur self existence alone is nothing but a co existence is every mans purpose and right in this world...
true , we may doubt our desirable wanting during our prayers , but its always a truth and belief , when we do or think good for someone it happens and we have been witness many times , especially our enemies... but imagine if you are in a critical situation , a situation with another individual who faces a situation which forces u to want to see them in a better position ... a position despite the problem haunting them... and u r forced with or without ur consent to pray for them... and u get an insight as a solution to their problem... what would u do... would u just say it out... or would u subdue your self to your doubts...
we have made our minds so complex enough that we can never determine anything for ourselves... nor can we even decide something for the help less... we have pushed ourselves away ... far away from the divine powers that we have no clue if what we do is even what we are meant to do...
some people even fear that if we pray good for others , the good within us leave... no one can even measure the good or evil in anyone... look into every day of each ones life , you would notice one thing... the more u attribute urself to others welfare , the very first symptom u notice is the peace , the real meaning of peace is filled in our hearts... you may even be able to throw away all further adversities , coz u did something good for someone...
its always better to do something good for others than to perish away stuffing stress onto ones own life...
empty vessels eh!!!
a friend of mine today told me with much enthusiasm ... he was totally idle for over 2 minutes and it was bliss according to him... since it was all of a sudden i tot about tamil comedian vadivelu and his comedy strike in a movie about placing a bet for being totally idle for over an hour... for my current situation while i am sitting half the day jobless , i tot about my bloody self to within that fraction of a second...
my friend was too serious about what he said , n i asked him what he meant... thats when he told me about some mentors who had been to his college and during a common question hour in his class... it seems the mentors had asked the students... what would u like to do in life... when all said ambitious answers... my friend asked me if i could guess what he said , being a friend of mine for sometime i tot it should be something wild... truly his answer was not only wild... but made me think for a while and in depth... his answer was "eat well and sleep well"...
do we even realize what it means to "eat well n sleep well"... a heavy lunch or dinner and a drunken sleep is not what is meant over here... do what is right... help the needy... earn what is rightful , do no evil , think no evil , smile , relish your food and sleep tight...
how many of us are able to do this now a days... i tot my drunken sleep was more than all i required... but today i made myself think and all i realize is... amidst all of life frolics if i am able to still convince my self to sound sleep , and if i enjoy 25 % of it... it really means that there is more to life , and it is possible to get a peaceful sleep , only if have a watch over our actions through out the day...
in spite of my principles ... never covet not just another mans wife , but even a girl friend , never cheat , never steal n so on... i ve realized that i still have a lot more disturbances in life... i ve started to realize them , and the best we , tho i chose it long time ago , i think i should practice it more... speak out... but speak out to trusted people... else vent it out like in blogs... you would notice kilos and kilos of unwanted burden just flow out of you...
today man has complicated life so much , that we dont even know how disgusting we have made ourselves... but a simple act of thinking for a minute can reflex our entire life in seconds , refresh them... dump the detestable parts of life... just throw them away... they are not supposed to be within us... and dont you worry such things have no life and are not supposed to haunt u and they will not...
speak up people... never stuff yourself... its no good... travel light is not just for vacations... but also for a journey called life...
my friend was too serious about what he said , n i asked him what he meant... thats when he told me about some mentors who had been to his college and during a common question hour in his class... it seems the mentors had asked the students... what would u like to do in life... when all said ambitious answers... my friend asked me if i could guess what he said , being a friend of mine for sometime i tot it should be something wild... truly his answer was not only wild... but made me think for a while and in depth... his answer was "eat well and sleep well"...
do we even realize what it means to "eat well n sleep well"... a heavy lunch or dinner and a drunken sleep is not what is meant over here... do what is right... help the needy... earn what is rightful , do no evil , think no evil , smile , relish your food and sleep tight...
how many of us are able to do this now a days... i tot my drunken sleep was more than all i required... but today i made myself think and all i realize is... amidst all of life frolics if i am able to still convince my self to sound sleep , and if i enjoy 25 % of it... it really means that there is more to life , and it is possible to get a peaceful sleep , only if have a watch over our actions through out the day...
in spite of my principles ... never covet not just another mans wife , but even a girl friend , never cheat , never steal n so on... i ve realized that i still have a lot more disturbances in life... i ve started to realize them , and the best we , tho i chose it long time ago , i think i should practice it more... speak out... but speak out to trusted people... else vent it out like in blogs... you would notice kilos and kilos of unwanted burden just flow out of you...
today man has complicated life so much , that we dont even know how disgusting we have made ourselves... but a simple act of thinking for a minute can reflex our entire life in seconds , refresh them... dump the detestable parts of life... just throw them away... they are not supposed to be within us... and dont you worry such things have no life and are not supposed to haunt u and they will not...
speak up people... never stuff yourself... its no good... travel light is not just for vacations... but also for a journey called life...
a terrible insight...
ever since i realized that i would be in the media field , mostly into advertising , copy writing and story writing... I had the craziest and scariest fear fill me. My style of writing or for the matter my daily articulation itself is plain words , raw topics and straight on the face. I fear least when it comes to people out side my family. But then I always had and i still have a fear when it comes to family reading my posts or comments online.
I was branded a shy and backward child in school , my folks and family graded me as a silent person who never voices an opinion and finally the whole of my world looks down upon every single i take , to be more precise , actions that have done one the adverse side in my life is all that my folks could always remember. My attachment with the love affair thing has always landed me in dire disasters and I ve never discussed private topics or even violent ones at home , tho common and current affairs are a common discussion at the dinner table.
Most of my stories have scenes of passion , sometimes violence and I was branded by a film maker to the peak for my description of passionate scenes. I feel elated every time some one credits my work , but the very thought of my folks reading or seeing them gives me the jolt of life. Most of my writings happen to be critic sited , and sometimes i am forced to use the f&b words of english in the most grandeur. I still have no clue if my works would ever be accepted at home. Thanks to the zero encouragement i receive at home , else i would have had to get an approval from them for all of my works.
True , the bravest of men may fear the slightest prick of syringes needle. Family is still an immense bonding emotion when it comes to being brought up in India. But I would be more than glad to trash all of my works for one adorable and warm hug from folks at home rather than the reputation and fame my works may bring me. After all , if it weren't for them , I wouldn have learned aspects of love and care. Its a free of cost experience for one and all in this world.
Now I realize why i fumble when i see a member of my family in any of the audience i ve anchored. Silly i know , but still wondering if i should fight this fear or not , coz its a wonderful and wild feeling to own the world but submit as nothing to your family's love. Guess there is nothing greater than that...
I was branded a shy and backward child in school , my folks and family graded me as a silent person who never voices an opinion and finally the whole of my world looks down upon every single i take , to be more precise , actions that have done one the adverse side in my life is all that my folks could always remember. My attachment with the love affair thing has always landed me in dire disasters and I ve never discussed private topics or even violent ones at home , tho common and current affairs are a common discussion at the dinner table.
Most of my stories have scenes of passion , sometimes violence and I was branded by a film maker to the peak for my description of passionate scenes. I feel elated every time some one credits my work , but the very thought of my folks reading or seeing them gives me the jolt of life. Most of my writings happen to be critic sited , and sometimes i am forced to use the f&b words of english in the most grandeur. I still have no clue if my works would ever be accepted at home. Thanks to the zero encouragement i receive at home , else i would have had to get an approval from them for all of my works.
True , the bravest of men may fear the slightest prick of syringes needle. Family is still an immense bonding emotion when it comes to being brought up in India. But I would be more than glad to trash all of my works for one adorable and warm hug from folks at home rather than the reputation and fame my works may bring me. After all , if it weren't for them , I wouldn have learned aspects of love and care. Its a free of cost experience for one and all in this world.
Now I realize why i fumble when i see a member of my family in any of the audience i ve anchored. Silly i know , but still wondering if i should fight this fear or not , coz its a wonderful and wild feeling to own the world but submit as nothing to your family's love. Guess there is nothing greater than that...
isnt lust a sin...
"Thou Shall not Covet"
A sinful commandment , I call it sinful , for just one reason. The world is filled with so many things one may stand in awe at. Adam had only on thing to lust for , a tree and a few apples. But that isnt the situations today. As if making beautiful creations , we now have pageants , events and a set of people just to spread that beauty all across the world , along with the internet and other mediums , it comes straight into your homes. We are supposed to look at it , gulp down and forget. Tricky huh , everything is done with a purpose. If everything was made to order , true , creations are in order , but if the greatest creation of all was made perfect , then the Creator would be bored of watching everyone walk around happy. Wink wink...
I found of late that i covet a lot , i covet the beautiful and blissful nature that is given to us free of cost. I covet the wonderful talents that is hidden within each one of us , and i covet more the people who have realized their talents and know how to use them rightfully. I am madly craving for the beautiful voices of singers , how wonderful would it be if u could walk in the rain , singing and appealing to the beautifully drenched earth . How graceful would it be to sing your love to your loved one.
How colorful could we make the world , if we could paint or sculpt like those blessed ones. How happy could we keep others if we could love each other like those who have already set an example before. Wouldnt it be absolutely stunning if a multitude follows your righteous ways to glory. How peaceful would it be if you family would love to see you every day happy and safe back home.
The words of praise come in perfect definition only when heavenly creations are in perfect harmony with mans daily life ventures. Else it is all another wasted day of life.
When u realize , that you were also made special , that you are also counted in the numbers of the earth , that you were also filled with all the talents in life like all others , when u realize and choose those wonderful talents to make your life more beautiful , it immediately reflects on people nearest and dearest to you , making them search their inner self multiplying your single effort over a multitude , and thats how a family becomes a wonderful place to live which again is shared over n over again to everyone.
Realize your worth , realize your talents , you would never have to covet anything , you would make yourself deserving of those you covet for...
A sinful commandment , I call it sinful , for just one reason. The world is filled with so many things one may stand in awe at. Adam had only on thing to lust for , a tree and a few apples. But that isnt the situations today. As if making beautiful creations , we now have pageants , events and a set of people just to spread that beauty all across the world , along with the internet and other mediums , it comes straight into your homes. We are supposed to look at it , gulp down and forget. Tricky huh , everything is done with a purpose. If everything was made to order , true , creations are in order , but if the greatest creation of all was made perfect , then the Creator would be bored of watching everyone walk around happy. Wink wink...
I found of late that i covet a lot , i covet the beautiful and blissful nature that is given to us free of cost. I covet the wonderful talents that is hidden within each one of us , and i covet more the people who have realized their talents and know how to use them rightfully. I am madly craving for the beautiful voices of singers , how wonderful would it be if u could walk in the rain , singing and appealing to the beautifully drenched earth . How graceful would it be to sing your love to your loved one.
How colorful could we make the world , if we could paint or sculpt like those blessed ones. How happy could we keep others if we could love each other like those who have already set an example before. Wouldnt it be absolutely stunning if a multitude follows your righteous ways to glory. How peaceful would it be if you family would love to see you every day happy and safe back home.
The words of praise come in perfect definition only when heavenly creations are in perfect harmony with mans daily life ventures. Else it is all another wasted day of life.
When u realize , that you were also made special , that you are also counted in the numbers of the earth , that you were also filled with all the talents in life like all others , when u realize and choose those wonderful talents to make your life more beautiful , it immediately reflects on people nearest and dearest to you , making them search their inner self multiplying your single effort over a multitude , and thats how a family becomes a wonderful place to live which again is shared over n over again to everyone.
Realize your worth , realize your talents , you would never have to covet anything , you would make yourself deserving of those you covet for...
its just sound...
"the human voice is the most expressive instrument known to man and if its used correctly can evolve an enormous amount of emotion" yanni on nathan pacheco's voice..."
Isnt it amazing what the Creator has done , the most amazing gift of all creations in this world , an invisible commodity to communicate , and communicate clearly. Am talking about our voices... As always the very best of all creations in this world... love for example , even sound was made invisible. Truly , brilliant creations are to be handled with care , and thats why its invisible , else would we ever think before making use of such an absolute form of creation when we speak each time. Wouldnt it have been awesome , if we could delete what was said. If u possess this beautiful creation called a voice , then u are bound with conditions , true with all exceptional creations. A simple condition called , think before you speak.
Its also wild when u think that its the same organs involved in the delivery of some of the best harmonic recitals in the world , is also responsible for the filthiest and gravest of abuses in every man's life. Isnt it wonderful to hear a beautiful voice , the rendering of various emotions makes each word another heavenly recital. Alongside isnt it sad when we hear the same gift being disrespected and when we hear the filthiest of filth being vomited out as slain words in the society. Of course , it wouldnt be from the same mouths anyway.
The same mouth that once says I love You , may also be the one to provoke a plan to harm someone. The same mouth once was a motivation could be one to way lead another time. Looking at these simple daily activities in life , its proof enuf that no man or any creature of any form could have created this system called life. Bound by simple rules , but looking into the deep complications today , its truly a God who is behind all this wonderful and mysterious takes in life.
When all were gifted with a voice , the maker still made a few special , He muted them , why because He wants the others to know , its possible to create the entire universe likewise too... but how many realize and live a life thanking a healthy body and peaceful mind.
Break down complicated situations in life to simple ones , you would notice , how many definitions make each day of your life , even without your knowledge.
Isnt it amazing what the Creator has done , the most amazing gift of all creations in this world , an invisible commodity to communicate , and communicate clearly. Am talking about our voices... As always the very best of all creations in this world... love for example , even sound was made invisible. Truly , brilliant creations are to be handled with care , and thats why its invisible , else would we ever think before making use of such an absolute form of creation when we speak each time. Wouldnt it have been awesome , if we could delete what was said. If u possess this beautiful creation called a voice , then u are bound with conditions , true with all exceptional creations. A simple condition called , think before you speak.
Its also wild when u think that its the same organs involved in the delivery of some of the best harmonic recitals in the world , is also responsible for the filthiest and gravest of abuses in every man's life. Isnt it wonderful to hear a beautiful voice , the rendering of various emotions makes each word another heavenly recital. Alongside isnt it sad when we hear the same gift being disrespected and when we hear the filthiest of filth being vomited out as slain words in the society. Of course , it wouldnt be from the same mouths anyway.
The same mouth that once says I love You , may also be the one to provoke a plan to harm someone. The same mouth once was a motivation could be one to way lead another time. Looking at these simple daily activities in life , its proof enuf that no man or any creature of any form could have created this system called life. Bound by simple rules , but looking into the deep complications today , its truly a God who is behind all this wonderful and mysterious takes in life.
When all were gifted with a voice , the maker still made a few special , He muted them , why because He wants the others to know , its possible to create the entire universe likewise too... but how many realize and live a life thanking a healthy body and peaceful mind.
Break down complicated situations in life to simple ones , you would notice , how many definitions make each day of your life , even without your knowledge.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
is love blind ???
The greatest illusion in the world ever is that , we name a person called satan for all evil and he has always stunned us by his act of non existence...
Many people have often sang , praised , penned poems about the greatest and invisible force that binds the whole world together "Love"... but isnt it strange that sometimes , this same emotion has had a drastic set back in life. The mere act of making a baby , biological sex , is coined as "making love"... Right from the time of creation , its been love that is driving everything forward... If that very creation itself is out of love , then where did the exact opposite of it originate...
Almost every time a baby is born , its truly an amazing procedure that one goes through and so is the same all over the world. When each one is born out of love , how is it possible that such an adverse act of hatred cultivate. Blame it on upbringing , blame it on society , blame it on anything...
It is from this same form of reproduction out of love that we have extreme characters like terrorists , rapists , murderers , thieves and many more...
Its funny that such innocent babies born out love , turn wicked as they grow , but when its time for them to have their own kids , they do it out of love... Again funny how people fall in love head over heels... wished if they could die for each other and out of the blue end up killing each other...
To achieve anything good is really difficult , but takes only seconds to tarnish the same... Y should it be so... wouldnt it ve been wonderful if it was the other way around... good things are easier to get and bad things are difficult... At the rate the world is advancing towards negative joy , i really doubt if there would be any love from the mother to breast feed her baby...
Human affection is a thin line between sex and love... one is the peak of pleasure on a single dose that lasts for a few minutes... where as the other is a daily dose with mild pleasure that is to last for a life time... its when this relation is upset that we tend to forget about all other aspects of love ... parental love , brotherly , sisterly , strangers ,... all these get affected just because some dont realize that thin line which they should ve marked as a life line...
It would take a God to set things back to normality , no spiritual guides or gurus can ever uplift mans present system of life...
Many people have often sang , praised , penned poems about the greatest and invisible force that binds the whole world together "Love"... but isnt it strange that sometimes , this same emotion has had a drastic set back in life. The mere act of making a baby , biological sex , is coined as "making love"... Right from the time of creation , its been love that is driving everything forward... If that very creation itself is out of love , then where did the exact opposite of it originate...
Almost every time a baby is born , its truly an amazing procedure that one goes through and so is the same all over the world. When each one is born out of love , how is it possible that such an adverse act of hatred cultivate. Blame it on upbringing , blame it on society , blame it on anything...
It is from this same form of reproduction out of love that we have extreme characters like terrorists , rapists , murderers , thieves and many more...
Its funny that such innocent babies born out love , turn wicked as they grow , but when its time for them to have their own kids , they do it out of love... Again funny how people fall in love head over heels... wished if they could die for each other and out of the blue end up killing each other...
To achieve anything good is really difficult , but takes only seconds to tarnish the same... Y should it be so... wouldnt it ve been wonderful if it was the other way around... good things are easier to get and bad things are difficult... At the rate the world is advancing towards negative joy , i really doubt if there would be any love from the mother to breast feed her baby...
Human affection is a thin line between sex and love... one is the peak of pleasure on a single dose that lasts for a few minutes... where as the other is a daily dose with mild pleasure that is to last for a life time... its when this relation is upset that we tend to forget about all other aspects of love ... parental love , brotherly , sisterly , strangers ,... all these get affected just because some dont realize that thin line which they should ve marked as a life line...
It would take a God to set things back to normality , no spiritual guides or gurus can ever uplift mans present system of life...
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