a friend of mine today told me with much enthusiasm ... he was totally idle for over 2 minutes and it was bliss according to him... since it was all of a sudden i tot about tamil comedian vadivelu and his comedy strike in a movie about placing a bet for being totally idle for over an hour... for my current situation while i am sitting half the day jobless , i tot about my bloody self to within that fraction of a second...
my friend was too serious about what he said , n i asked him what he meant... thats when he told me about some mentors who had been to his college and during a common question hour in his class... it seems the mentors had asked the students... what would u like to do in life... when all said ambitious answers... my friend asked me if i could guess what he said , being a friend of mine for sometime i tot it should be something wild... truly his answer was not only wild... but made me think for a while and in depth... his answer was "eat well and sleep well"...
do we even realize what it means to "eat well n sleep well"... a heavy lunch or dinner and a drunken sleep is not what is meant over here... do what is right... help the needy... earn what is rightful , do no evil , think no evil , smile , relish your food and sleep tight...
how many of us are able to do this now a days... i tot my drunken sleep was more than all i required... but today i made myself think and all i realize is... amidst all of life frolics if i am able to still convince my self to sound sleep , and if i enjoy 25 % of it... it really means that there is more to life , and it is possible to get a peaceful sleep , only if have a watch over our actions through out the day...
in spite of my principles ... never covet not just another mans wife , but even a girl friend , never cheat , never steal n so on... i ve realized that i still have a lot more disturbances in life... i ve started to realize them , and the best we , tho i chose it long time ago , i think i should practice it more... speak out... but speak out to trusted people... else vent it out like in blogs... you would notice kilos and kilos of unwanted burden just flow out of you...
today man has complicated life so much , that we dont even know how disgusting we have made ourselves... but a simple act of thinking for a minute can reflex our entire life in seconds , refresh them... dump the detestable parts of life... just throw them away... they are not supposed to be within us... and dont you worry such things have no life and are not supposed to haunt u and they will not...
speak up people... never stuff yourself... its no good... travel light is not just for vacations... but also for a journey called life...
Thursday, February 4, 2010
a terrible insight...
ever since i realized that i would be in the media field , mostly into advertising , copy writing and story writing... I had the craziest and scariest fear fill me. My style of writing or for the matter my daily articulation itself is plain words , raw topics and straight on the face. I fear least when it comes to people out side my family. But then I always had and i still have a fear when it comes to family reading my posts or comments online.
I was branded a shy and backward child in school , my folks and family graded me as a silent person who never voices an opinion and finally the whole of my world looks down upon every single i take , to be more precise , actions that have done one the adverse side in my life is all that my folks could always remember. My attachment with the love affair thing has always landed me in dire disasters and I ve never discussed private topics or even violent ones at home , tho common and current affairs are a common discussion at the dinner table.
Most of my stories have scenes of passion , sometimes violence and I was branded by a film maker to the peak for my description of passionate scenes. I feel elated every time some one credits my work , but the very thought of my folks reading or seeing them gives me the jolt of life. Most of my writings happen to be critic sited , and sometimes i am forced to use the f&b words of english in the most grandeur. I still have no clue if my works would ever be accepted at home. Thanks to the zero encouragement i receive at home , else i would have had to get an approval from them for all of my works.
True , the bravest of men may fear the slightest prick of syringes needle. Family is still an immense bonding emotion when it comes to being brought up in India. But I would be more than glad to trash all of my works for one adorable and warm hug from folks at home rather than the reputation and fame my works may bring me. After all , if it weren't for them , I wouldn have learned aspects of love and care. Its a free of cost experience for one and all in this world.
Now I realize why i fumble when i see a member of my family in any of the audience i ve anchored. Silly i know , but still wondering if i should fight this fear or not , coz its a wonderful and wild feeling to own the world but submit as nothing to your family's love. Guess there is nothing greater than that...
I was branded a shy and backward child in school , my folks and family graded me as a silent person who never voices an opinion and finally the whole of my world looks down upon every single i take , to be more precise , actions that have done one the adverse side in my life is all that my folks could always remember. My attachment with the love affair thing has always landed me in dire disasters and I ve never discussed private topics or even violent ones at home , tho common and current affairs are a common discussion at the dinner table.
Most of my stories have scenes of passion , sometimes violence and I was branded by a film maker to the peak for my description of passionate scenes. I feel elated every time some one credits my work , but the very thought of my folks reading or seeing them gives me the jolt of life. Most of my writings happen to be critic sited , and sometimes i am forced to use the f&b words of english in the most grandeur. I still have no clue if my works would ever be accepted at home. Thanks to the zero encouragement i receive at home , else i would have had to get an approval from them for all of my works.
True , the bravest of men may fear the slightest prick of syringes needle. Family is still an immense bonding emotion when it comes to being brought up in India. But I would be more than glad to trash all of my works for one adorable and warm hug from folks at home rather than the reputation and fame my works may bring me. After all , if it weren't for them , I wouldn have learned aspects of love and care. Its a free of cost experience for one and all in this world.
Now I realize why i fumble when i see a member of my family in any of the audience i ve anchored. Silly i know , but still wondering if i should fight this fear or not , coz its a wonderful and wild feeling to own the world but submit as nothing to your family's love. Guess there is nothing greater than that...
isnt lust a sin...
"Thou Shall not Covet"
A sinful commandment , I call it sinful , for just one reason. The world is filled with so many things one may stand in awe at. Adam had only on thing to lust for , a tree and a few apples. But that isnt the situations today. As if making beautiful creations , we now have pageants , events and a set of people just to spread that beauty all across the world , along with the internet and other mediums , it comes straight into your homes. We are supposed to look at it , gulp down and forget. Tricky huh , everything is done with a purpose. If everything was made to order , true , creations are in order , but if the greatest creation of all was made perfect , then the Creator would be bored of watching everyone walk around happy. Wink wink...
I found of late that i covet a lot , i covet the beautiful and blissful nature that is given to us free of cost. I covet the wonderful talents that is hidden within each one of us , and i covet more the people who have realized their talents and know how to use them rightfully. I am madly craving for the beautiful voices of singers , how wonderful would it be if u could walk in the rain , singing and appealing to the beautifully drenched earth . How graceful would it be to sing your love to your loved one.
How colorful could we make the world , if we could paint or sculpt like those blessed ones. How happy could we keep others if we could love each other like those who have already set an example before. Wouldnt it be absolutely stunning if a multitude follows your righteous ways to glory. How peaceful would it be if you family would love to see you every day happy and safe back home.
The words of praise come in perfect definition only when heavenly creations are in perfect harmony with mans daily life ventures. Else it is all another wasted day of life.
When u realize , that you were also made special , that you are also counted in the numbers of the earth , that you were also filled with all the talents in life like all others , when u realize and choose those wonderful talents to make your life more beautiful , it immediately reflects on people nearest and dearest to you , making them search their inner self multiplying your single effort over a multitude , and thats how a family becomes a wonderful place to live which again is shared over n over again to everyone.
Realize your worth , realize your talents , you would never have to covet anything , you would make yourself deserving of those you covet for...
A sinful commandment , I call it sinful , for just one reason. The world is filled with so many things one may stand in awe at. Adam had only on thing to lust for , a tree and a few apples. But that isnt the situations today. As if making beautiful creations , we now have pageants , events and a set of people just to spread that beauty all across the world , along with the internet and other mediums , it comes straight into your homes. We are supposed to look at it , gulp down and forget. Tricky huh , everything is done with a purpose. If everything was made to order , true , creations are in order , but if the greatest creation of all was made perfect , then the Creator would be bored of watching everyone walk around happy. Wink wink...
I found of late that i covet a lot , i covet the beautiful and blissful nature that is given to us free of cost. I covet the wonderful talents that is hidden within each one of us , and i covet more the people who have realized their talents and know how to use them rightfully. I am madly craving for the beautiful voices of singers , how wonderful would it be if u could walk in the rain , singing and appealing to the beautifully drenched earth . How graceful would it be to sing your love to your loved one.
How colorful could we make the world , if we could paint or sculpt like those blessed ones. How happy could we keep others if we could love each other like those who have already set an example before. Wouldnt it be absolutely stunning if a multitude follows your righteous ways to glory. How peaceful would it be if you family would love to see you every day happy and safe back home.
The words of praise come in perfect definition only when heavenly creations are in perfect harmony with mans daily life ventures. Else it is all another wasted day of life.
When u realize , that you were also made special , that you are also counted in the numbers of the earth , that you were also filled with all the talents in life like all others , when u realize and choose those wonderful talents to make your life more beautiful , it immediately reflects on people nearest and dearest to you , making them search their inner self multiplying your single effort over a multitude , and thats how a family becomes a wonderful place to live which again is shared over n over again to everyone.
Realize your worth , realize your talents , you would never have to covet anything , you would make yourself deserving of those you covet for...
its just sound...
"the human voice is the most expressive instrument known to man and if its used correctly can evolve an enormous amount of emotion" yanni on nathan pacheco's voice..."
Isnt it amazing what the Creator has done , the most amazing gift of all creations in this world , an invisible commodity to communicate , and communicate clearly. Am talking about our voices... As always the very best of all creations in this world... love for example , even sound was made invisible. Truly , brilliant creations are to be handled with care , and thats why its invisible , else would we ever think before making use of such an absolute form of creation when we speak each time. Wouldnt it have been awesome , if we could delete what was said. If u possess this beautiful creation called a voice , then u are bound with conditions , true with all exceptional creations. A simple condition called , think before you speak.
Its also wild when u think that its the same organs involved in the delivery of some of the best harmonic recitals in the world , is also responsible for the filthiest and gravest of abuses in every man's life. Isnt it wonderful to hear a beautiful voice , the rendering of various emotions makes each word another heavenly recital. Alongside isnt it sad when we hear the same gift being disrespected and when we hear the filthiest of filth being vomited out as slain words in the society. Of course , it wouldnt be from the same mouths anyway.
The same mouth that once says I love You , may also be the one to provoke a plan to harm someone. The same mouth once was a motivation could be one to way lead another time. Looking at these simple daily activities in life , its proof enuf that no man or any creature of any form could have created this system called life. Bound by simple rules , but looking into the deep complications today , its truly a God who is behind all this wonderful and mysterious takes in life.
When all were gifted with a voice , the maker still made a few special , He muted them , why because He wants the others to know , its possible to create the entire universe likewise too... but how many realize and live a life thanking a healthy body and peaceful mind.
Break down complicated situations in life to simple ones , you would notice , how many definitions make each day of your life , even without your knowledge.
Isnt it amazing what the Creator has done , the most amazing gift of all creations in this world , an invisible commodity to communicate , and communicate clearly. Am talking about our voices... As always the very best of all creations in this world... love for example , even sound was made invisible. Truly , brilliant creations are to be handled with care , and thats why its invisible , else would we ever think before making use of such an absolute form of creation when we speak each time. Wouldnt it have been awesome , if we could delete what was said. If u possess this beautiful creation called a voice , then u are bound with conditions , true with all exceptional creations. A simple condition called , think before you speak.
Its also wild when u think that its the same organs involved in the delivery of some of the best harmonic recitals in the world , is also responsible for the filthiest and gravest of abuses in every man's life. Isnt it wonderful to hear a beautiful voice , the rendering of various emotions makes each word another heavenly recital. Alongside isnt it sad when we hear the same gift being disrespected and when we hear the filthiest of filth being vomited out as slain words in the society. Of course , it wouldnt be from the same mouths anyway.
The same mouth that once says I love You , may also be the one to provoke a plan to harm someone. The same mouth once was a motivation could be one to way lead another time. Looking at these simple daily activities in life , its proof enuf that no man or any creature of any form could have created this system called life. Bound by simple rules , but looking into the deep complications today , its truly a God who is behind all this wonderful and mysterious takes in life.
When all were gifted with a voice , the maker still made a few special , He muted them , why because He wants the others to know , its possible to create the entire universe likewise too... but how many realize and live a life thanking a healthy body and peaceful mind.
Break down complicated situations in life to simple ones , you would notice , how many definitions make each day of your life , even without your knowledge.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
is love blind ???
The greatest illusion in the world ever is that , we name a person called satan for all evil and he has always stunned us by his act of non existence...
Many people have often sang , praised , penned poems about the greatest and invisible force that binds the whole world together "Love"... but isnt it strange that sometimes , this same emotion has had a drastic set back in life. The mere act of making a baby , biological sex , is coined as "making love"... Right from the time of creation , its been love that is driving everything forward... If that very creation itself is out of love , then where did the exact opposite of it originate...
Almost every time a baby is born , its truly an amazing procedure that one goes through and so is the same all over the world. When each one is born out of love , how is it possible that such an adverse act of hatred cultivate. Blame it on upbringing , blame it on society , blame it on anything...
It is from this same form of reproduction out of love that we have extreme characters like terrorists , rapists , murderers , thieves and many more...
Its funny that such innocent babies born out love , turn wicked as they grow , but when its time for them to have their own kids , they do it out of love... Again funny how people fall in love head over heels... wished if they could die for each other and out of the blue end up killing each other...
To achieve anything good is really difficult , but takes only seconds to tarnish the same... Y should it be so... wouldnt it ve been wonderful if it was the other way around... good things are easier to get and bad things are difficult... At the rate the world is advancing towards negative joy , i really doubt if there would be any love from the mother to breast feed her baby...
Human affection is a thin line between sex and love... one is the peak of pleasure on a single dose that lasts for a few minutes... where as the other is a daily dose with mild pleasure that is to last for a life time... its when this relation is upset that we tend to forget about all other aspects of love ... parental love , brotherly , sisterly , strangers ,... all these get affected just because some dont realize that thin line which they should ve marked as a life line...
It would take a God to set things back to normality , no spiritual guides or gurus can ever uplift mans present system of life...
Many people have often sang , praised , penned poems about the greatest and invisible force that binds the whole world together "Love"... but isnt it strange that sometimes , this same emotion has had a drastic set back in life. The mere act of making a baby , biological sex , is coined as "making love"... Right from the time of creation , its been love that is driving everything forward... If that very creation itself is out of love , then where did the exact opposite of it originate...
Almost every time a baby is born , its truly an amazing procedure that one goes through and so is the same all over the world. When each one is born out of love , how is it possible that such an adverse act of hatred cultivate. Blame it on upbringing , blame it on society , blame it on anything...
It is from this same form of reproduction out of love that we have extreme characters like terrorists , rapists , murderers , thieves and many more...
Its funny that such innocent babies born out love , turn wicked as they grow , but when its time for them to have their own kids , they do it out of love... Again funny how people fall in love head over heels... wished if they could die for each other and out of the blue end up killing each other...
To achieve anything good is really difficult , but takes only seconds to tarnish the same... Y should it be so... wouldnt it ve been wonderful if it was the other way around... good things are easier to get and bad things are difficult... At the rate the world is advancing towards negative joy , i really doubt if there would be any love from the mother to breast feed her baby...
Human affection is a thin line between sex and love... one is the peak of pleasure on a single dose that lasts for a few minutes... where as the other is a daily dose with mild pleasure that is to last for a life time... its when this relation is upset that we tend to forget about all other aspects of love ... parental love , brotherly , sisterly , strangers ,... all these get affected just because some dont realize that thin line which they should ve marked as a life line...
It would take a God to set things back to normality , no spiritual guides or gurus can ever uplift mans present system of life...
realization...
A stage of realization is always preceded by a mistake...
We have all at one point or the other used the word "realize"... but i just realized that its mostly after some mistake or something that's not right. Spiritual gurus and likewise people would often use this term to let one understand and realize his true purpose in life.
If we could all realize or better said , if one could analyze and confirm that his actions are right , i am very much sure that the word "doubt" and "disbelief" would become obsolete. If we carefully notice each step that we take in life , we can classify them into voluntary and involuntary actions. Voluntary is steps that we take with our full conscience... like a simple act of ordering a favorite dish in a particular restaurant. Involuntary meaning , actions that come out of practice , or those actions that are engraved and lie dormant in our sub conscious mind. For example the immediate response of steering a car to the perfect side in case of an emergency , or something which many people are getting better at now a days , driving with one hand , cell phone on the other , and shifting the gear right across ones lap.
But at the outset , when it comes to making some decision , important decisions require more thoughts while trivial ones may not require , but still at that point of making a decision , all that we can do is just analyze and we make a probable confirmation of the out come. If at all we could pronounce that , that particular decision is the best , thats what i call a perfect realization , which am sure none can do in his plain human form. Sure there could be tricks and many are too good at guessing a probability. Am sure even the best of doctors can never give a 100 % guarantee over a similar surgery that he has been conducting over the years. No wonder medical science is totally against a 100 % guarantee... Hospitals are one place where people play God and at the same time make patients realize how much they have missed out on their Faith in God.
Many a times in life , we have all faced situations where we end up doing something that we never expected to end up in a mess... School days would definitely be an example... A simple act of throwing across a compass would end up with some one bleeding and being accused of attempted murder. An accusation which is to early for even the child to understand its depth , and by the time he knows about it , am sure he would ve realized that someone has sparked the wicked within him.
If we could run back our memories in life , we would all have incidents that we would like to sometimes even erase from our memories... and the more we try to remove it , the more we realize that its engraved within us.
True that realizing ones actions is a good exercise to steer our character to betterment , but there would be no point in realizing once its too late...
We have all at one point or the other used the word "realize"... but i just realized that its mostly after some mistake or something that's not right. Spiritual gurus and likewise people would often use this term to let one understand and realize his true purpose in life.
If we could all realize or better said , if one could analyze and confirm that his actions are right , i am very much sure that the word "doubt" and "disbelief" would become obsolete. If we carefully notice each step that we take in life , we can classify them into voluntary and involuntary actions. Voluntary is steps that we take with our full conscience... like a simple act of ordering a favorite dish in a particular restaurant. Involuntary meaning , actions that come out of practice , or those actions that are engraved and lie dormant in our sub conscious mind. For example the immediate response of steering a car to the perfect side in case of an emergency , or something which many people are getting better at now a days , driving with one hand , cell phone on the other , and shifting the gear right across ones lap.
But at the outset , when it comes to making some decision , important decisions require more thoughts while trivial ones may not require , but still at that point of making a decision , all that we can do is just analyze and we make a probable confirmation of the out come. If at all we could pronounce that , that particular decision is the best , thats what i call a perfect realization , which am sure none can do in his plain human form. Sure there could be tricks and many are too good at guessing a probability. Am sure even the best of doctors can never give a 100 % guarantee over a similar surgery that he has been conducting over the years. No wonder medical science is totally against a 100 % guarantee... Hospitals are one place where people play God and at the same time make patients realize how much they have missed out on their Faith in God.
Many a times in life , we have all faced situations where we end up doing something that we never expected to end up in a mess... School days would definitely be an example... A simple act of throwing across a compass would end up with some one bleeding and being accused of attempted murder. An accusation which is to early for even the child to understand its depth , and by the time he knows about it , am sure he would ve realized that someone has sparked the wicked within him.
If we could run back our memories in life , we would all have incidents that we would like to sometimes even erase from our memories... and the more we try to remove it , the more we realize that its engraved within us.
True that realizing ones actions is a good exercise to steer our character to betterment , but there would be no point in realizing once its too late...
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
when legends pass...
All through my life , i have heard from my friends , family and colleagues , nothing but accolades towards the malayalam film industry. True , like all other associations there are rifts going on within them now a days.
Many technicians , new comers , musicians and others have told me from the depths of their heart , how much they wish to work in at least one malayalam movie. This is one industry in India that doesnt determine the size of a movie with the budget , but the other way around.
Most brilliant music compositions in south india have originated from malayalam. Scripts that have had the audience in splits or in total tears. Movies that were taken as examples for real life experiences. Numerous thoughts for daily life. Real fans , who love their idols so much , but were never crazy enough to do stiffs just for the sake of fame.
On the whole this is one industry that has direct access to every malayalis home. But there is one draw back in this industry , unlike any other.
Each member of this industry is the real definition of the word "UNIQUE". If one star passes away , there is no replacement for him or her. You may notice how in all other languages , younger stars fight a race to reach their superstars positions , imitating their styles , there by making them no different from the other. But you can never ever see such a rift in malayalam.
Each actor totally had a self made image , and a unique style. Another advantage of malayalam actors is that , they fit into any kind of characters. It can be very well seen that , in malayalam you can see a villain doing a comedy role in another movie and later a character role in another. Such is the talent quotient of malayalam.
10 months and malayalam industry is paying a heavy toll losing 4 sons. renowned director and story writer lohithadas , actors rajan p dev , murali and now cochin haneefa. For those who have seen these actors at work , you will definitely know the core loss i am talking about. Not one of them had a similar style like the other , nor does anyone else have a style of acting like the other.
Those roles done by each actor was uniquely carved for themselves and no one can ever replicate them. With almost all senior actors bidding farewell , I pray that this industry doesnt loose its charm but breed more talents like it has always done before...
Many technicians , new comers , musicians and others have told me from the depths of their heart , how much they wish to work in at least one malayalam movie. This is one industry in India that doesnt determine the size of a movie with the budget , but the other way around.
Most brilliant music compositions in south india have originated from malayalam. Scripts that have had the audience in splits or in total tears. Movies that were taken as examples for real life experiences. Numerous thoughts for daily life. Real fans , who love their idols so much , but were never crazy enough to do stiffs just for the sake of fame.
On the whole this is one industry that has direct access to every malayalis home. But there is one draw back in this industry , unlike any other.
Each member of this industry is the real definition of the word "UNIQUE". If one star passes away , there is no replacement for him or her. You may notice how in all other languages , younger stars fight a race to reach their superstars positions , imitating their styles , there by making them no different from the other. But you can never ever see such a rift in malayalam.
Each actor totally had a self made image , and a unique style. Another advantage of malayalam actors is that , they fit into any kind of characters. It can be very well seen that , in malayalam you can see a villain doing a comedy role in another movie and later a character role in another. Such is the talent quotient of malayalam.
10 months and malayalam industry is paying a heavy toll losing 4 sons. renowned director and story writer lohithadas , actors rajan p dev , murali and now cochin haneefa. For those who have seen these actors at work , you will definitely know the core loss i am talking about. Not one of them had a similar style like the other , nor does anyone else have a style of acting like the other.
Those roles done by each actor was uniquely carved for themselves and no one can ever replicate them. With almost all senior actors bidding farewell , I pray that this industry doesnt loose its charm but breed more talents like it has always done before...
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